I spent my high school years and many years past that, through University with my friend Shauna in my life. She got married to my best friend Adam (who knew each other before they met me) and the two of them always included me in the clique.
Gradually I lost both of their friendships. I would like to get it back, especially after finding her FaceBook page today. Not much there but I can see her not putting much time into something so frivolous. I wonder if they ever think of me the way I think of them. I couldn't even tell you if they were alive or dead.
What would you do if you were in my situation? Would you make the effort and risk rejection? Now this is knowing that the current way things are is safe and rejection will crush me. I haven't seen or talked to either of them for over 15 years.
My instinct is to just leave everything alone and to not make my life more complicated.
