Tomorrow is the first day of school and I find myself to be rather melancholy about the whole thing. There is something fresh and new and hopeful about the start of a new school year. This is the second year in a row that I find myself on the outside looking in. I made the choice to just sub for awhile and work myself towards a dream assignment but that doesn't make it any easier. What an adventure for the first timers and a sense of comfort and belonging for the older students. For me the real year begins in September. Everything from hobbies to school events start now. Its nicer to be apart of something as opposed to what I am doing now. I am sure the first couple days I get to sub that I will get these blues out of my system but for now...sigh.
